Zen/it - Ashamed

[Verse 1]
Always searching for a better life
I thought I saw my future in your eyes
How did I end up in this messed up place
Confused and scared of the demons I have to face

[Chorus]
Where will I end up, and when will I fight back
How long will it take before I know who I am
Where can I fall down, and now I want reach out
Can anyone see, that I'm ashamed of who I am

[Verse 2]
Go back and forth with voices in my head
Try to convince myself they are my friends
The misconception is a lonely place
Contradict my fear its madness I have to face

[Chorus]
Where will I end up, and when will I fight back
How long will it take before I know who I am
Where can I fall down, and now I want reach out
Can anyone see, that I’m ashamed of who I am